Jasmine.18.i'm in love =)

it's getting morning soon?
like a few more hours, everybody will be waking up.
maybe not for me, i still be on my bed till 1? 2?, waiting for the sun to wank its heat on me.

life is not getting any better when things clashes and leaving me unexpectedly astonished!

by her. by what she has done to me, leaving me to find my way out alone.

too sudden. too shocked for me to go through, but still, life goes on, clock still tickles. trying to pass by time. still in the process of adapting though.

just one more month! i'll be gone. free from all these or maybe not yet?? but jason is so gonna be missed by me so so much!

he's not gonna listen to my complaints this time round. i wont be able to listen to his chunky plus abit off pitched [sometimes] voice for 6 months too.

wow.

imagine 6 months? will he still be there? or he will not be?



Who knows! but better not.

because i will not know how to face my surroundings. he has been my leaning shoulder for so long. i just hope it's gonna be there for me forever.





P/S: feeling kinda moody lately, it's hard to fake a smile when it's so easy to cry.

CHEER UP JASMINE! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

I wish to be happy always!

loves many many to you!
:)

you make my heart grow fonder each day..

your support encourages me to move on. Thank you.







is that the way you care... ?







today i rmb i got law class! but i was just plainly too tired!
and i got abit of flu and feeling unwell because of the monthly outflow!

so i skip it. anyway, im suppose to leave house at 7am. but i woke up at a sucha shitty timing.

which is 7am too!

it totally clashes. so im so hack ok. i just tell jessie im not going.

i think im getting from bad to worse. it's either im late or i didnt attend lessons!
this fact is getting on my nerves. but what can i do!

there's so little time to finish what im doing. causing me to slp late ok!

and when i reach class, the girls were pin point-ing on my PUNCTUALITY.

WHAT?! hack la.

i really nv late wad. *grins*

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oh, and bugis is really hot >.<

or i should i say singapore?!

jermaine [germs?] and aloy tag along. well. me and huiqing guessed it that they will get bored eventually!

so we were like walking without even taking note where they went!
and im like so freaking annoyed. bec im franctically looking for clothes to buy.
den end up i bought one. so happy ok!

was having headache all these while ok!

so can you imagine my painstaking experience? ok. maybe not.

overall i should say quite boring la.
maybe we should spend the time and money to eat some buffet or whatever?

i can never leave food. i can never leave food! and also the trans fat too!

i really need to shape up myself. ok, maybe when im desperate for it.

but now, jason and food is my priority! :D

i saw a belt online!
it's very nice. really very nice!

i wanna buy! i wanna buy!

BUY!BUY!BUY!BUY!BUY!BUY!BUY!BUY!BUY!BUY!BUY!BUY!BUY!BUY!BUY!BUY!BUY!BUY!BUY!















































































































世间人,法无定法,然后知非法法也;
天下事,了犹未了,何妨以不了了之











CHIM!

唐禹哲 - 最 爱 还是 你

没 开口 的话 怎样 才能 懂
我 好 想 把 画面 倒 带 回 头
你 留在 我 心中 熟悉 的 表情
每个 温暖 纯 白 的 记忆 穿越 了 距离

拥挤 的 人 潮 没有 人 知道
我 偷偷 想 你 嘴 角 就 会 笑
不要 说 对不起 也 不要 问 原因
就 让 世界 不 停 的 向前
别 忘记 从前

最 爱 还是 你 这 是 我的 决定
像 宇宙 相对 的 星 互相 吸引
慢慢 就 会 靠近
还是 要 爱 你
时间 会 证明
我爱你 的 勇气

牵 着 你的 手 才 知道 是 永久
这 一次 我 放弃 了 所有
只 为 能 再 与 你 相 遇

一辈子 不 放手







i think im gonna die from working.

not because it was to hectic and difficult for me.

BUT..

it was too easy.

1. stand there
2. smile when you see cutomers
3. keep smiling and standingggggg.


and so on and on and on...

PRACTICALLY SIAN! especially when the clock moves a minute like after 10 yrs of waiting?


argh! wads the problem with me?!





hello everybody, feeling happy today.
bec.. i went shopping!!

bought a jacket. dunno suitable for casual a not. but just buy. bec nice. ha!

jason pay for me. awwwwww. loves!
wanted to buy some other stuffs. but doesnt suit. signs.

den went to hula&co.
you know what, hula&co. only sells dresses and for bottoms, the most: shorts.
and jason say "you go in, you find the jeans you want and i buy for you."

feeling so funny, as i told him inside doesn't sell jeans.
hahaha. den he added, "nv try and you'll nv know"


LOL. so i went in walked one round. and came out saying "DON HAVE"

so....

proceed to another shop. levis. urgh. not cheap okay.
so i tried 2 jeans. second pc is nice. but when you look at price. it's superbly nice also.
so i tell jason don't want. bec so freakingly not cheap. and i like their tops which jason asked me try. bec it's longggggg. but jason say not nice. so nv buy.


den go into cotton on, very hot. so MANNNNY spotlight. cannot tahan. went to forever 21, hot too. but better, wanna tried on some jeans. but when i climb up to the changing rooms, have to wait. WTH!

so. guess wad?


jason commented, "only a pair of jeans, don't have to wait for so long"
den i added, "yalor, somemore so hot!"


we went out. predicted-ly. haa!


feeling so happy today. bec i finally can go out with only shopping in mind.
den went to borders. wanted to find history sections. but i dunno why we just cant spot it.
den went over to psychology. wow. they got NICE BOOKS. den went over to F1 sections.


read abit abt lewis hamilton. he was so shuai den jason added, he not shuai in person. don ask me why he know. haha. top secret. lalala~

den i discovered lewis did not took part in one of the race last yr due to some reasons, not bec of being disqualify, but other reason. erm. due to time being so uptight. in the end nv read. and alonso being in his team too, was published in the book saying that they are actually not on good terms. paparazzi?

den we went over to yishun, collect clothes from jiun chyi [thanks for waiting for so long :)]. jackets. i think their quality GOOD. :)

den feeling hungry. we went to delifrance. i think we were the last 2 customers. HA! their cream and mushroom soup is superrr nice and yummy! ho-i-shi nei~

we order sandwiches. jason took set. den i dunno order what bread. it was very hard. i cant sliced it. so jason offered to exchange mine with him. wee! so nice. his is crossant? [dunno how to spell] alot nicer den mine. den i cant finish. jason help me finish it up. den we were so full! den went to take bus. go home.


*freeze*
bus so cold


off aircon, sleeeeepppp :)


signs. tml got work. siannn~







erm, one part of the mrt advertisement is so funny. i took a picture of it. LOL



how can your mouth be soooo unlucky to be like this? hahah.



alright, if you all don't understand. i wont explain. bec tiring.

i needa slp alr. tired leh.

er, i know i very long nv update. been working, slacking, shoppiing [a whole cupboard of new clothes for outing] is the new goal of my life now! hahaha.

today raining. ytd F1, it was awesome! :)
enjoy working wid jason and some random friends we knew there.

im gonna put up tagboard later, if not everytime i see my blog. i'll die of boredom, of nobody talks to me.

getting so tired lately, getting up early and slping late!

woo~

life doesnt get any better with exams finished!
LOL

maybe i no life?
jason, we really got no life? we so bored everyday, we even went to fish farm to kill time!


diaos =.=






[and the fishes are really big, longer then me. WOW!]

yay! exams are over.
meaning i have to find job, if not i'll get nagged!
=.=

hey everybody,
retail sucks.

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.!

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank you all for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime so....

Maybe... We were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.

Maybe... When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but,often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us.

Maybe... It is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives.

Maybe... The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Maybe... The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches.

Maybe... You should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you dream of, and want to do.

Maybe... There are moments in life when you miss someone -- a parent, a spouse, a love, a friend, a child -- so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real, so that once they are around you appreciate them more.

Maybe... The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

Maybe... You should always try to put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that something could hurt you, it probably will hurt the other person, too.

Maybe... you should do something nice for someone every single day, even if it is simply to leave them alone.

Maybe... giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but, if it doesn't, be content that it grew in yours.

Maybe... Happiness waits for all those who cry, all those who hurt, all those who have searched, and all those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of all the people who have touched their lives.

Maybe... You shouldn't go for looks; they can deceive; don't go for wealth; even that fades away! Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile :-)

Maybe... You should hope for enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, and enough hope to make you happy.

Maybe... You should try to live your life to the fullest because when you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling but when you die, you can be the one who is smiling and everyone around you crying.

Maybe... You could share this message to those people who mean something to you, to those who have touched your life, to those who can and do make you smile when you really need it, to those who make you see the brighter side of things when you are really down, and to all those whom you want to know that you appreciate them and their Friendship.

im feeling GROSSED out.

• i really hate it when poeple just don wanna listen to wad i say
• thinking that im so angelic and they can take everything of mine without asking
• doing things which need my permission but without permit!
• pretending not to hear me when you have heard me!
• gets angry when im the one lending you my stuff
• thinking that what i do for you is a "must" !!
• act big in the house!
• seem so hardworking but NOT!
• as if ppl owe you everything
• sound so attitude
• bitch like a bitch!
• take things for granted
• deny everything that you did
• feel you are the greatest (pui*)

BITCH, you better go away! nv ask me for anything next time!

going to fila HQ.


i think jap words are flooding me, im confused all over again.
after studying for so long on the hiraganas. urgh.
those words jus suck and why cant it be more simple. tsk.
jus whined to sshc,
doing HRLInd tut 3, hate tuts.
im travelling, wid jason, to dunno where.
jus wan to get out of those shitty stuffs

i think till now, i still haven got my tots right on certain things.
it always happens in the middle of the night, those tots jus creep into my mind.
makes me feel that my brain is being corrupted by what i am having now.

i feel bitchy, whatever. i've been always pushing it away like what i always did.
what's the harm even if i do it again. bec nothing gonna hurt me again,
when im practically so strong emotionally.

im certainly sure i needa talk to someone.
bec pondoring on my tots and thinking abt it alone is not the right thing to do.
but im scared of the decision i made, will hurt myself in the end.

im selfish, i declare to everyone im selfish. most of the time, i care for myself,
if someone ever notice. until now, he's the onli hu discover it i think.
but he didnt leave me bec of that, power of love?

im not denying his love.
i just agree wid sshc,
"true love is like a ghost, FEW had seen it but many talked abt it.
so if you think ur love is really true love, you might be wrong you know."

ultimately, although im too young to think abt it,
BUT, im really curious who i'll end up wid?

i hope it's you. :D